He is “seeing someone.”

And like that, my heart sinks. My feelings of inadequacy and rejection are back and amplified. But I can’t show it.

Why did I text him? Why did I drive the whole fucking way to his place after he couldn’t be bothered to follow through with plans? Why can’t I move on? When will someone I like like me back? Why can’t I be charming and clever and loveable?

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